I think I grew up just a little bit more. I mean, I used to fear feedback. and the management.

thn somehow, I will feel sorry for myself and fall into a slump which explains my fluctuating past performance.

thinking about it really makes me feel like a rookie.

in some ways.. I guess I still am. I still don't like certain aspects of my occupation but everything comes with at least one negative point.

moving on.. I had some feedback and needless to say it wasn't very positive. I still got defensive but I did take it in thus the reason why I feel the want to blog it out.

I'm not so afraid of hearing negative stuff already. In fact, I'n actually quite grateful. At least I know where I'm doing wrong.. "Perfection" comes with complatency and goodness knows I have a super high tendacy for being complacent, as well taking things for granted.

I'll work on this.. I know I will..

even if the others hate me for this.. I will change..

in the long run, this is for the better. even if I were to head to a new field, knowing where I usually mess up will help and in turn, I will be a better person. Hopefully (:


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