hey people.
before i start my beautiful nonsense, just wanna say..

NORA! WHERE THEE FUUUCK ARE YOU!
silly girl. why wont you pick up my calls. geez.

we trusted each other right?
you know that i'll always be there for you.
i told you what i wanted to do right?
i wont let you down.

you were never the type to cry and complain,
but this time.. i wish you would.
at least to me.

you dont wanna talk on the phone. fine.
you have a whole lot of explaining to do. rawrh.

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okay.
the above part was typed earlier on.
i should explain but it's well.. not my part to do so.

but she's safe. that is already one hell of a big relief.
love her to bits.

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oh oh!
i talked to cherie annie about my nonsense. LOL.


she actually made me feel better.
and i think disappointed at certain choices.
i think im stupid, so i think she thinks im stupidx2.
HAHA!

we just seem to work that way.
oh well (:

i tend to assume things and misunterprete.
its good and bad at the same time.

good, cos it's funny when you're years ahead and think back.

bad, cos you might raise your hopes only to be let down, or in most cases,
be embarrassed to the point of no return.

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today, me and my scandal debated about who was prettier and had to admit it.
in the end, she thinks im making her tell a lie. FML.

LOL.
okay. that wasnt funny. was it?
was trying my hand at FML's comments.

http://fmylife.com

if you want the opposite of FML,
you can go to ..

http://givesmehope.com

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OH OH!
i met jiejie at bishan on tuesday aternoon before i went to work.
gosh. i miss her like nuts.

she knows me and i know her.
if i looked like her, you could never tell us apart if we dont talk.

.. duh. LOL.

we talked about the past and the present.
future is too far-end.
HAHA.

i feel stupid on my part. she told me certain things.
not sure how i feel about them though.

but meeting up with jie, and talking to cherie,
made me feel my nonsense.. is stupid.

like child's play, or more bluntly, stupidly childlike.

in a bad way of course.

always finding an easy way out.
so typical of me.

thanks cherie for reminding me what was important.
i wanted to stop being a loser, but here i am, succumbing to my own weakness.
pfft. sad really. utterly pathetic.

and ending this on a happy note.
nora intro-ed a song to me..

it's originally from miley cyrus, but i find this cover.. surreal.
they might have the same lyrics but this just adds meaning.

it's alr on my playlist. it's called, 'The Climb'. David Sides & Ahmir.
if you arent swept away by heir voices, hear th lyrics.

it truly.. in nora's words, gives me hope (:

jiejie. cherie. nora.
i love you three.

-SHAA