Why do you get on my nerves? Seriously. Why?

If you're trying to get under my skin, all I have to say is ..

Congratulations! You passed with freakin' flying colours.

We were fine at the start. Why the change now?
Is it because you're getting too comfortable with me? Thinking I'll be okay with it, so you continue?

I have a lot of patience. Thanks to my job.
Gentle reminder, just don't keep pushing your luck.

I love you, yes. That, is without a doubt.
I changed my badass attitude for you.
Hell, I'm even saving up now.

Meaning I'm eating less and eating at under fan kopitiams. Never been a kopitiam person but I'm doing it now.

Doing all this for you. Do you honestly appreciate it? It's not easy to change okay?

You yourself won't change. It's difficult isn't it?

I know you'll argue back. You always do.
I say this alot, you're just like my father.
And I'm the nightmare-ish daughter.

Bottled up everything in me.
I won't cry cos you think I don't mean it.
I don't say things out cos you will argue back.

Stopped crying and toughened up.
I keep it within myself cos it'll take a long time to explain and you still won't understand.

You have your good points.. Like,

You pick me up if you're nearby and pei me home.
You get along with my family quite well.
You compliment me to make me happy.
You care about my family members, even just a little bit.
You ask me how's my day everytime.
You're not afraid to show me love.
You'll somehow be there to take care of me.
You embarrass yourself with lame jokes to make me smile.

I know and appreciate all the points.
I just don't know how to bring it across to you.

Typing out is easy, but to actually say it to you,
I would be tongue-tied.

I just feel very hurt today, and overexerted myself cos I didn't want the feeling to stay.
You don't even care..
You still want to argue that it's my fault in the first place.

Please. I'm not you okay?
You want to save so much, you do it!
You have at least x2 of what I earn,
and yet, you still have nothing.

Shouldn't you be nagging at yourself?

Don't argue with me please.
I'm damn sick of it.
Never have I argued so much in a relationship.

I'm still sticking ard cos I love you.
I just want to vent out what I feel,
and wish that you can understand me better.

I'm not you. I don't think like you.
My thinking is different.
Please don't make me change that.
Let me be me. You love me for who I am right?

I don't want to be you.

Let me do things at my pace.
If not, I'll feel like I wasted my youth years later.


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I wanted to start this post as a happy one.
My emotions took over.

Monday, I saw my neighbours leaving their house.
Guess they wanted to jog.

I found out that their ages were 60 & 70.
Still damn fit. Haha!

Thing I wanted to say is about their life and love.
They grew old together.

That's what I want to do.
Won't you be there for me too?

The sight of them made me smile.

Thn left for work, thn lunch, thn work again.

The going back bit was funny.
At the bus stop at th end of the shelter, saw this dude with greasy slicked back hair with earphones and dancing in an odd way.

Needless to say, people like me, snorted and giggled while boyf burst out laughing.

How unglam. Hahaha!

Thn reached home.

Thn today is my sucky day.
Oh well.

Cherie's waiting for this update. I shall end this now.

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