i wonder if you ever think of me anymore..
but thn again.. you got him.. and her...

almost feels like i got replaced.
i dont dare to read your blog anymore ..
always watching you from afar..
reading about you, through his blog and th blog,
tht both of you share..

you have a new life, with new friends..
do you even think of me..?

thank you for taking care of me,
all these years,
th love tht you dont show, but i can feel it.

you're th one tht made me.. me.
and yet, i ask myself why.. i dont have th guts to sms you..

even typing this down,
i hope tht you do read it..
but i dont want to disturb you either..

i want to see you so badly..
been going home by walking from station to your place whnever i can.
but cant bring myself to go up and disiao you.

what happened to us ..
why are we like this ...
i miss playing scissors paper stone with you..
or even laughing while deciding to take th lift, or th movmov.

i miss you jiejie..
i miss you so much..

im tearing up,
cos i dont know how you are..
or what you're feeling..

but one thing's for sure,
i will always, always love you.

-SHAA


-LAUGHS-

nice right all th lines.
like a piano.

jeng jeng.

boyf is stupid.
he cant draw rose ;X

LOL!

kidding ;x
loveeeeyouuuu !

sgc is boring alr.
cos i believe most of them are iderts.

acting soooo self righteous.

tralala.

im hungry, arent you ? ;o

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cherie,
are you mad at me ? x.x

bleahh ..

im sorry..

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diidii dropped a plate earlier,
and th glass pieces FLEW !

like literally.

it flew all th way to kor's room.

far or what.

and it's only one plate.

tsktsk.
brother, brother.

train up your arm okay?
thn you'll be awesomeeee ;3 ~

LOL.

actually, my dii is nice.
my kor's th idertic one >.> ~

~

boyf is going to camp soon,
i think i'll miss you very much.

especially now..

haix ..

everythings going wrong. bleahs.

oh well.

Shaa! J-iayou! You can do it!

yeah right.




-SHAA