idk why ..
i really dont know why,
my brain is capable of thinking too much,
whn im lacking of sleep.

not in a bad way,
but it's super random.

like, i was on th way to work.
thn i got a tad bit hungry,
si bought sandwiches.

two fat and filling ones at 1 dollar.
worth it or what?

thn happily chewing on it,
thn i thought about its taste.

thn think about macaroni and cheese.

dont ask me how i can link those two up x.x


thn i realize tht,
food tastes different whn you made it with love.

okay la.
this might be something tht alot of people alr realize.
but thn..

what about those restaurants selling kick ass food.
dont tell me th chefs love strangers?

especially those kind tht needs a serious kick in th butt >.>~

i know my mom's cooking are always made with love.
even if she rushed th whole dinner within an hour.

she rushed it for me, for us, for th family.

what an 'awww' moment ;x

thn bla.
work was boring.
kept nodding off during th lesson plan briefing,
and got kaiwen mad >.>

gg.com

she's effing biased - -"
those two faced kind.
geeeez.

boyf's currently enjoying himself outside.
good for him.
baaaaaa.

im watching hanasakeru seishounen and kurokami.
awesome animes. i r serious (:

OH OH !
thn on th way back,
i realized i've turned into some docile chick - -"

compared to th old me,
who will find taiji just cos' im bored.
super kaopei.

i even gan-ed cherieeeeee - -"
whn it was meant to be a joke,
but i caught her off guard thn she chuatio-ed and became upset.

used to make fun of her like toot toot,
now i barely do it. LOL.
abit sad case ;x

anyway,
i rarely apologized thn.
almost unheard from me.

thn now ?

every little thing, i'll apologize.
thn get into emo mode faster thn you can blow a candle.

miza noticed me constantly apologizing like a damnnn mantra.

it's good tht i know how and whn to apologize,
but saying it so much makes it unbelievable, no?

--


tsk.
i wonder how you're doing now..
i wonder if.. our tomorrow means anything to you at all..

oh well.
i guessed as much.
novelty period is gone anyway.
now th true colours will be shown.

i hope you wont force me,
to be someone i'd hate to be.

i've turned into tht person so many times,
you wont be th first to make me go back once again.


--

kurokami is niceeeee :D

i wonder how it feels to sync with someone you hate.
LOL.

just watch it okay ?
nehzxc.

okay la.
i'll stop here for tonight.

byebye !

-SHAA