i think .
life is seriously a bitch . yuck .

karma is stupid too .
they say, what goes around comes around .

tht line seems to be only effective, on rare occasions at tht,
whn bad actions or crimes are concerned.

lame much ?

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her condition aint getting better ..
and they keep saying tht she wont make it ..

it's scary .. when i think about it ..
i really dont want to believe it ..
and i'd hate for it to come true ..

mummy, you gave me a present for last christmas ..
i want to give you a present too .. for this year though..
so, you have to be around for it :DD
i'll get you a present tht i'll bet you like ..
be there for this christmas okay? (:

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jie, thanks for being around . it must have scared you to see me in tears tht day .
you've always helped me whnever i needed it .
you're th one of th few whom i treasure th most .
you truly are, irreplaceable (:

cherie, thanks for sending th message and for th post .
you're right about people having different feelings ..
but, in a way, i know you understand how i feel ..
love ya scandaly (:

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iloveyou.ireallydo.
butijust.icantunderstand.
idontthinkicanrenanymore.
youwouldbebetteroffwithoutme.
imsureyouwould.


-SHAA