lols .
finally ..
just hearing my blogsong ..
i cried ..

lols ..
weird ..
nothing is making me sad though ..

just tht blogsong .

funny really ..

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talking to jasper shifu ..
and thinking back about stuff .
about jiejie .. and her troubles ..

i want to help ..
but somehow ..
her problems arent for outsiders to solve ..

lols .
and cos of tht ..
somehow any other problem tht arises ..
seem so small .. and insignificant ..

cold towards alot of stuff already ..
just acting like i care about certain stuff ..
lols .. like .. my heart is frozen ..

lols ..
to prevent disappointment ..
i dont want to be naive anymore ..
being tht person .. isnt a choice anymore ..
and i dont want it to be ..

tht katy perry hot n' cold song ..
really is .. me right now ..

and i think i'll hate myself soon ..
cos .. i got a bad vibe going on ..
and .. mm ...

haiish ..

- SHAA