lols .
bored bored .

so many things happening .
yet i dont want to solve any of them .
just leaving them there .

rofls .
tht makes me not a coward .
yet somehow .
im still running away ..

im even running into a new game .
cos maple alr made me lost interest .
rofls .

my bootes acc, is now my main .
rofls .
it over took my aq acc alr .
no doubt about it .

another thing why im keeping this blog secret,
is cos i dont want jiejie to keep reading and finding out stuff .
cos she'll think alot ..
thn no matter how harmless an action might be,
im afraid it will cause critical damage ..

and tht is smth i never want to cause her ..

i must be crazy,
even when i wanted to just be free ..
just having a picture perfect life,
yet getting destroyed inside-out .

lols .
pathetic .
i cant even handle stuff like this .
hahas .

and i got rid of th one who would stand beside me, no matter what .
isnt tht just like me ?
not knowing a good thing whn i see it .
sheesh >.>

i hope i'll feel better whn i finish downloading this weird loading game .
tsktsk .

- SHAA