poof .
why does everyone want to disappear.. ...
is it really that nice to do .. ?
idontknow already ..


maybe, i shouldnt get close to anyone anymore ..
cos they will disappear sooner or later ..
those promises to be friends forever blah blah blah .
why do we kid ourselves .. ?
i dont understand ..



this is a basic scenario of friends ..
and what happens, most of the time ..


when we were kids,
we laughed at the same thing, and shared secrets.
we said we'll be friends forever,
and we'd believe each other cos,
we didnt know how to lie then .


as we grew abit older,
we start to argue about different interests
yet, we still said we'll be friends forever,
even though we doubted it a little,
cos we already knew what lying was .


now, at this time and age,
we have different friends and interests
but we still said we'll be friends forever,
and we dont believe a single word of it,
cos we both knew how to lie .


and years passed by,
your kid finds a picture,
of both of you smiling widely and asks,
"Mummy/Daddy ! Who's the person beside you ? "
You look back and paused for a moment ..

"Oh, just a another friend.. "



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lols
its quite sad to have that kind of fate,
but isnt it like that practically most of the time ..

i dont want to keep talking about this alr .
its very depressing, and im a happy kid .
at least, i think i am .

you told me, you wont disappear ..
but who will know when you will be gone .
i want to believe in you .
but its like,
i already have a phobia of it .
people disappearing .
i guess,
its all part of the vicious cycle called life ._.

- SHAA