its really over i guess .
i dont feel relieved .
i dont feel miserable .
i dont feel joy either .

indifferent .

lols .
been using that word to describe my feelings recently .

getting sick and tired of love .
i rather be loveless right about now .
as long with the companionship of my friends .
everything is nice and dandy .

yupyup .
that's what i need .
friends & gans :DD

i got my beloveds :DD
like like ..

kiyori aiai
cheryl scandal
ting lessy
wanyan beibei
pamelia twinneh
valarie jelly mummy
tingting jiejie
salt aiai
chloe minty
shermaine buddy

jem bestie
vinneh laoda
jason korkor
cheston korkor
josh poo poo
justin jubjub
zachary didi

and not to forget my schoolmates xP

i already did my best, and you did yours .
if we did our best and it still is the same ..
maybe this decision is for the best ..

i dont want to compete anymore .
i dont want to xiangtaiduo .
i dont want to keep thinking im second best .
i dont want to .. be jealous of your friends .
cos' i know they're better than me .

i never could make you happy .
always had to depend alot on mei to do so ..
and somehow you'd cheer up .

haha .
maybe its cos i cant handle you .
or maybe i never really truly tried .
cos im easily satisfied .

mehs .
i dont want to think anymore .
i guess we're not meant to be .
at this point .
i think i'll be fine on my own .

if i can be this strong, you should too .

maybe, one day we'll be friends ?
haha .
i'll look forward to that day .

thanks for the time spent together
im sorry you had to waste so much ..
tears and blood..
because of me .

if you think im honging .
so be it .
hahs .
im not even going to try to defend myself .
i'll let you believe what you want .

so long and take care . Mr Invisible .

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pewpewpew .
-OH-its~ JIAYOU !
i promised that i will help you guys out .
didnt i ? hahas .
hope the two come back from mia .

i miss you two naa .
hurry hurry ):

recruited bout 4 or 5 ?
goo goo .