ooohhs .
suddenly, i love my phone .
lawls .
cam whore is adored .
its been such a long while since i did that .

rofl .
weird though, i always cam whore ..
only when im feeling out-of-sorts .

oh well .
i cant let that bother me anymore .


it's just that ..
i'm not sure of what i am to you now..
am i your stead .. ?
am i even your friend ...?
i really dont know where i stand anymore ..

you dont tell me things like you used to ..
you keep hiding from me ..
and the only consolation i can give myself,
is that you dont want me to worry .

that was what i found out,
when you ran away .. that day .
the day, when you got pissed at me ..
dont know if you remember it or not ..
doubt you will .. why would you want to remember anyway ..

i dont know why you want to hide from me ..
but do you know that you're making me feel ..
like, im someone whom you cant trust anymore ..


jiejie was like emo during recess cos someone ps her .
den i cheered her up, by being the ass that i usually am .
den something sucky happened, and rushed to the toilet ..

while jiejie was doing something,
Jelly and M'sia came to the toilet ..
and this is the result of it ..
mehhhs x.x ..



[x] Me & Jelly :D



[x] tsktsk . someone extra and turn behind sioo . rofl .



[x] introducing, the Horny Retards :D

( the above picture, we blame the stress of having too much retardation lessons in maths :DD)



[x] someone dont want to join in the fun sioo ...

( this picture as well .. LOL )



[x] back to back action !!



[x] meet, Valarie Tan Pei Ying aka JELLY :DDDD

AFTER THAT !
was english lesson, in the library .
and since my class is famous for being high ..



[x] pretty artistic eh ? this is called a three-way-fuck session ;3

oh oh ..
and i forgot to post this yesterday . rofl .



[x] Rachie and Rashh .

end for today (:

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let me emo a short while here ..

i dont know what to do anymore ..
im trying and trying ..
but it all seems hopeless ..
you are going to give up on yourself ..
and i cant do anything about it ..

im begging you alright ?
dont do this to yourself ..
dont leave simin meii this way ..
i dont care about myself ..
if me leaving everything behind ..
will help you and meii,
i will gladly leave ..

just smile for her ..
to bring her smile back .. and yours ..
i dont know, if you still care about me ..
but if you still do ..
can you do this for my sake ?

i havent been a good girlfriend to you i guess ..
that's why these things happen ..
but ..
i was hoping .. really hoping ..
that you would choose me again ..
but, maybe that wont happen anymore ..

just ..
twelve more days ..
can we last til then ?
or are we going to break away ?

you're unsure ..
i dont know what to do anymore ..
all i can do now ..
is think back about the past ..
and keep hoping that the words that you said ..
will still be true ..



mei,
dont worry about me ..
you know i will be alright .
always have .. and always will ..
sorry for making you worry yesterday .
lols .
i wont cry anymore, notearslefttocryanyway
i will do my best for you ..
but now all i can do is wait ..
and we'll see how it goes then ..
baby, i wish you could see how much im suffering without you ...
- SHAA

P.S :
i dont know if i will blog here for a while ..
maybe going mia like lessy .
see how it goes ba ..
didi ; see you and sherr on fri :D