Wednesday, July 2, 20088:16:00 PM
you said it wasn't gonna be like it was before then it happened again pushing me back out the door thought it would be for real this time love me forget about the signs so now what do i do now, that i know that we're through
wish that i could move on can't let go, it's too strong just like that and then you're gone is this how you wanted it to be everything you had to say sent the tears right down my face now i'm trying to escape the misery
why don't you love me the way i loved you it feels so crazy cause i dunno what i did to you if you're gonna hurt me then do it quickly cause i'm tired of crying if you don't wanna stick around then, Baby, forget about me
too late, sorry i didn't even have the chance you said you were happy Baby, i don't understand gave you everything you asked for and was ready to give you a lot more i would've given the world right in the palm of your hand
boy, my heart was true and that you can't deny don't be a fool and walk away from all the lies it's up to you cause heaven knows i've tried tell me you're still in love
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i thought i could make this work . i knew we changed . but i just refused to believe in it .. cos i dont want to .. i want us to be .. like we were .. i rather be blind and keep believing that we are happy :)
i said it before .. and i said it alot of times already .. i want you to have happiness im okay without it .. haha ..
but .. i guess im not .. good enough for you .. with my imperfections .. my curiousity .. my insecurities ..
i cant bring you the happiness that your friends can give .. i cant compete . with those who love you more than me ..
hahas . i guess im just so fucking weak im not as strong anymore .. battered up and bruised .. but i still will smile :D
one month is coming soon . but .. i dont think it will be a happy one .. can you prove to me that it will be happy ? cos i want us to be happy .. i want the whole world to know that .. we're so deeply in love ..
but .. if she can give you happiness .. more than i can give to you right now .. i dont want to stand in your way .. baby, just tell me ..
i will let you go .. no matter how much i dont want to .. but if i have to .. i will .. if it will make u happier ..
hahas .. slowly .. everyone is disappearing ..
rachel .. zac .. yijun .. rayland .. mitch .. tingting .. cheston .. jem .. syafz ..
and now its you ..
- SHAA
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