hey you three .
i invited shermie , zacky baby bro and ting jie first .

i wont open this blog .. not yet anyway .
ahhas .
help me forget .
help me ..

i dont want to go back to what i was a long time ago .

zacky, standing strong with me for 3 years (soon) ..
tingting, 5 years and still counting ..
shermie, alot of months ? xD but it feels like i know for a long time alr .

lols .
i just want you three to stay with me .
lolls .
i know it sounds very drama .
lmao .

i dont know what to say anymore .
hahahas .
toodle pip :D

- SHAA

( posting at school's laggy comp x.x)



yeshh !

i am back at homeee .
hahas .
i cheered today sehh .
YAY ME !


ahahas .
this is good right ?
moving on .. kinda thing ..
lolls .


horny + choco + weird food = HAPPY me :D


lols .
weird equation,
but hey ..
if it keeps me happy ..
its okayy right ?
LOL

anyway !
i have pics to show today xPP

HAHAS !
this is proof that i really have a real brother okayzxzx !
LOL




[x] psst . retarded right ? LOL .



[x] tsktsk . act cuteeeeeeee bodoh . LOL



[x] gay partner cousin . hahs . not really but, he acts like onee ;3


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hahhaha .
today . in school .
zz .
i hateee f'n'n ._.

kpzx larhzx horxz ..


garghs .
fuck ta mama ._.

but but ..
it distracted me in some way ...
sooo ..
its okay .. ?
LOLs .


oh ohs .
rachieee will kill me if i post this ..
but then again .
who careeeeeezxzx !

LOL


( PSST ! dii . sorry for the fake twit . just wanted to annoy you . LOL )



[x] im such a good girl -scoff-



[x] ze natural poze .


and to cass .



[x] TALK TO THE HAND BABY !


hahas .
okayyys .
that's the end of the pictures .

somehow ..
i have a feeling im forgetting something ..
but i dont know what ..

something that jieeeeeee said x.x

bleahhs .
stupid stm .
gag me !#$%$#%W$#^$%!

woo .
tired .
tomorrow going for the 7th Day Death thingy for grandad ..

haiishx .
are you watching over me and looking sad ?
i wished i had come over to gran's place more ..
though we werent very close ..
cos you were sick and had to be left alone alot ..
but the feeling when i lost you forever ..
still hurts ..
especially when i think about what im doing ):

someone said to me ..
i lost my boyfriend ..
but when i get over it ..
i can always find a new one, somehow ..

but i lost you ..
and i can never find another grandad ..
now all i have left is granny ..
and when she leaves me too ..
i'll kinda be an orphan .. ?

i wish i can turn back time ..
i wish i didnt put my own needs before you ..

i dont know what to do ..
can someone tell me what to do ... .... ...

- SHAA