hahas .
im sorry .
i had to end it,
when you werent around ..

but ..
i just got sick of you telling me..
that you dont know, you dont know ..

if you need time then,
you could tell me ..
but u kept me wondering ..

and as time goes by ..
i tried to talk to you like the past ..
but ..
its like you stopped caring ..

this time ..
im not thinking too much..
its the truth isnt it ?

you and me both know it .

oh well .
i guess i suck as a girlfriend huh ?

seems that other people know what you are feeling ..
and im always and forever in the dark ..

but ..
thank you ..
for all the memories ..
promises you made,
most of them came true..

and i can never be grateful enough for them ..

and because of you ..
i know so many great people ..
especially ..
ting lessy, simin meii, tian kor, yuye taoyan ..

always standing by me ..
because of them ..
i could still stay strong ..
and help you ..

all i wanted was you to be happy ..
that was all that i wanted from you ..
but i keep failing ..
and i dont know anything ..

i dont think i can love another person ..
more than i loved you ..
you're the first .. to make me cry so much ..

i really really love you .
but the situation between us ..
it makes it hard for me to prove it to you ..

i dont know what you are thinking now ..
i dont know what you are feeling now ..

i still miss you ..
i still need you ..
i still love you ..

i want to love you ..
but i dont want to see you suffer ..

i said it before ..
you're everything i want and need ..

- SHAA