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Wednesday, June 18, 200810:00:00 PM
no one needs to know what im going through ..
the pain that i feel . all those insecurities .. im not getting better . but they dont need to know that . i feel hurt . its like .. he loves his friends and gans more than me .. i keep thinking that . then suddenly its turns around and bites me .. cos he tells me those words. all those words that i want to hear from him . i just want them to smile .. that is what i badly want .. their smiles . their joy . their happiness . i will sacrifice myself for them . i will take in all the pain . all for that smile . i'd kill for it .. i will even die for it .. this is me . im just an empty shell with various masks . they mean the world to me .. they are what makes me mobile .. they are .. me .. ting . hei . jie . simin . jem . zac . dgg . the one who means the most to me .. i want them to smile .. for now and always .. - SHAA i cant believe it . he still loves me .. i think of him .. never thought that he would still love me .. |
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