lost ..
either you are missing or you dont know who the fcuk you are ..

thats me ..
the first was shifu.

glad you are back ..
that's all i will say ..




school was an ass ..
nothing much happened ..
history repeats ..
i get used ..

i hate being me ..
can i change back please ?
i dont want to be me anymore ..

i want to be that girl ..
the SHA ..

SHAA is stupid little girl who is nice ..
hiding behind everything ..
facing stuff ..
it's killing me ..

if you can catch me today ..
say goodbye okays ?
hahas


shaa ; rest in peace alright ?
21 05 08 12 21 14 ..
that was when you died ..
and just like a phoenix ..

i will revive ..
and see the world with jaded eyes ..

anger pain hatred ..
come back to me okay ?
i miss seeing red ..

and ..
jtxy ; thanks for everything okay ?
this time ..
it isnt your fault (:
im just fucked up
hehs .


and once again ;
i'll say goodbye ..


with love,
SHAA