fook .
i cant help it sia.
why am i so goddamned useless ?

i cant even cheer up my one and only jie.
i didnt know i was so limited.

im sorry
im sorry
im so so sorry.

jiejie IM SORRY !

fack.
she's always there for me ..
and when its her turn.
i cant even do shit ..

god.
why do i even bother to live..
i make so many mistakes ..
destroyed my life in the process .
ka0s.
im just a damned empty shell ..

mehs.
i shouldnt be posting this shit on this blog.
i got another shitty ass blog
and that is where my true feelings lie.
hoho .

but then again.
im too lazy to move over.
going out with family later.
date with kor after that.
hoho.
f-er ;D

own guild is coming up nicely.
hmm.
fam should be ready once..
members are allocated.
hoho >.>

kays las.
im not emo now..
will post again in the evening.

i go in audi to shop.
ciaoz.

OH! HAPPY LABOUR DAY !

- SHAA