you called yesterday.
i dont know whether i should be happy or sad.
lols.
you called me to give me a lecture if i cut..
dont worry.
i wont cut..
a promise is a promise huh ?

i wont break my promises to you.. i guess..

i know i should be giving up on you..
lols .. maybe its because its still early..
so im hung up on you. hohos >.>

bleahs.
the thingy happened about 11 days ago ?
yet it seems like an eternity..
lols..
i miss you ya know ?
your lame jokes .. your smile .. your laugh..

argh.
you're happy now. hahas.
i should leave you alone ;D
you dont need to read my blog daily derh.
haas (:

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shifu..
please... dont go to such measures!
dont let your life go to waste..
im scared for you right now.
after knowing that you will cut to the extent
you had to be sent to the hospital..
i dont know what to say..
everything i say can never reach out to the person.

hais.
i hate her alot right now.
tt super zhar bo.
she made you do all sorts of things..
she's controlling you ..
she's making you creat a distance between everyone..
you are miserable because of her ..
you love her so much but she's flirting with her super whatever.
why ?

why do you love her so much ?
zzz .. all she does is cause you pain..
i have never seen one day where she made you happy..
she made you feel guilty..
den you say things to assure her..
the next day ; you all fight again.

jasper shifu ..
please ..
dont leave me, fiona, tian, simin and the rest..
you've made an impact in our lives ..
and i can promise you this ..
we wont be happy knowing that you are gone..
in fact ..
our days will be filled with sadness.
cos the one who always made our day ..
is gone ..

you will always be .. my dearest shifu ..
please consider things .. will you ?



- SHAA