haix.
im such a fucked up little bitch .
i just had to hurt someone ..
eventhough i didnt mean to ..

i hate being me ..
i hate everything that happens to me ..
im nt grateful to all the wonderful things..

ne .
korkor was the one who taught me everything ..
told me all the do's and dont's ..
and will stop me frm everything ... harsh ..

eventhough he has his bad habits ..
he will prevent me frm following ..
i followed his .. uh .. so called bad-boy attitude
towards relationships ..
and he dont know .. >.>
wait . maybe he does .
kaoz.
i dont know anything anymore.

i dont sound remorseful ..
cos im fcked up ..
i dont have emotions right now ..
i hope i die soon ..
im tired of living ..
i got nth to hold on anymore ..

except to make jie stronger ..
maybe after that, i'll take my life ..

unspoken thoughts and feelings .
im left all alone .
with no light to lead me ..

im suffocating .
forcing myself to forget everything and smile ..
is getting harder ..
i cant breath anymore ..


- SHAA