haiis .
stupid kor .
why cant you forgive me ?
i wanted to prove to you ..
but you'll just hurt me .. as in physically.
becos i hurt myself .


kor ..
i know you care ..
you care bloody alot .
i regret putting in the distance .
but it kinda hurts ne ?



to be left alone ..
again and again ..
that's why i ran away ..


your words are constantly on my mind ..
even when i dont want them to ..
damn it ..

there are so many times where i will miss you so damn badly ..
even when im not doing anything ..
bleahs .
it's stuck with me for 2 years nii chan ..
eversince the day i met you thru Sherlicious .

frm yr playboyness into a guai kia..
my feelings wont change..
lmao .

nii chan .
i told you once..
and i'll tell you again ..
disappointing you is the only thing i never want to do ..
so i hide things from you so that you wont find out .
but i guess ..
everything get lets out ..

and kor ;
i know you have noticed .
i havent been the same .
im sorry .
that's all i can say,
even though there isnt any use.
kiotsukete ne ?

onii chan daisuki


- SHAA