i fcuked up.
big time.
i think this is the worst move i did. period.
why did i even bother to stay in that room ?
why did i retaliate ?
why didnt i heed everyone's words ?
why did i fight back ?
why am i so stubborn ?
now because of me.
i lost the most important person in my life ..
it hurts.
i never thought it would hurt this bad.
i know i love him.
but i didnt realize i love him more than i loved.. Kai..
DG, you know who's Kai..
and during that time..
was harsh aint it ?
my life story..
revolves around 2 guys..
who made the biggest impact..
and now its 3 ..
i fucked up.
and there is no going back..
- SHAA