woo.
damn tired alr.
cant make it.
tomorrow is the maths paper.
moment of truth ?
lol

anyway.
didnt get alot of sleep yesterday
suffered insomnia with kor
we watched Chuck
lols!
try and watch it.
nice yea ?
hahas

imagine you lead your whole life ..
as a nerd/geek, then..
suddenly you open an email..
sent by a friend you havent seen in years.
and in a matter of a few secs
all the governments' secrets are stuck in your head..
and now you have a super hot spy by your side..
the kind where
alot of girls would like to appear as.
hoho. catch my drift ? x)

maybe today staying up again.
i dont know.
wee ~
life is seriously messed up .
twisted reality i suppose.

hmm.
what's your strength ?

mine is to smile through everything,
even if it kills me ..
emo is natural,
but i wont be for very long

my weakness ..
is that i think too much .
think think think .
until i jump into so many conclusions..
and when i realize it ..
its too late .

i want to get rid of that habit .
but its hard.
you cant get rid a part of you .
it will fade .
but never totally gone huh ?

i want to be happy again .
like truly happy .
but i cant do it without you ..

lol
why do i even bother ..
you dont care anymore ..
why should you care anyway ..
you got your own life .
and i'll pull you down ..
like i always have ..
and always will ...

taintedheart .
iseetheworldthroughjadedeyes.

hey life ;
i surrender .
i dont want fight back anymore .


- SHAA