jie ..
if after getting scolded by sotong & your kor isnt enough
and you do it again..
im sorry
but i think i will have to hit you.
like seriously do ..
RAWRRR!
dont be a baka alright.

if you told vin what happened ;
i bet he'll do the same thing as me !
NEHNI NEHNI POO POO !

and abt QJ ;
tell her go die.
if she send you one more sms like that.
i wont hold back liao.
cant take her damn shiet.
=="

bleahs.

grr.
things kept replaying in my head ..
like a broken record ..

it kept playing certain things over and over again.
i couldnt focus at all.
so geog. GG ^^
as long as im nt distracted by something weird ..
i will constantly see my life flashing before me ..

bleahs. lucky Lulu kor and Qian Yun played with the mirror.
LOL.
korkor.
got 1oo% vodkaa laaaa =______=

funny thing was ..
i kept seeing things from end of sec 2 til now ..
i told jie some of it. but not all.
cos some are just plain private.

i got a strong urge to type down my past.
everything in here.
then i realized it was stupid.
actually jie told me it was stupid.
i just agreed. rofl.

for 2 reasons ..
- people will read [jie's reason]
- private things are best told in person [mine]

i didnt tell you everything.
i told you most of it.
but i just didnt have the .. courage ..
to tell you everything ..

i seriously.
feel so tainted.
hell.
what am i saying..
since when am i good ?

always been bad.
i think im ridiculous at this point.

too.fucked.up.to.even.want.to.care

i just hate myself ..
for letting you walk away ..
with so many words left unsaid ..
too blind to see what was good ..

now just so fucking helpless.

ifeelsoempty.


- SHAA