zzz.
fack la.
facking day..

from the time i woke up ..
til now ..
today is seriously testing my patience..

from my mom to my own issues and even audi..

where's the damn love la..
kaoz.
im really ..
really..
getting tired of all this..

first was mom ..
nagging again and again because she got
nothing else to vent it on..

after that .. ard 6 ..
had to go great aunt's place for something ..
was okok in the first part..
then it started to get very hot..
i left the place..
and stoned at some playground nearby..
thinking about stuff ..

why do i bother to try ?
what's inspiring me ?
why do i do things that hurt others ?
do i even deserve to breathe ?

im so darn tempted to do
what shifu wanted to do..
glad he didnt leave though <3

really emo.. til dont neo le.

after that.. went home..
i just switched on my comp..
i get a call from jie..
saying that someone kpkb her mei..
bad sportsmanship..

act blur and met this noob..
got 2 acc.. a girl and a guy.
so i dont neo its real gender.
so i shall name it .. it ..

it started to scold vulgarities.
the funny thing was that..
it couldnt spell cb properly..
chick bye ?
woah. it was so impressive..
it continued with it sia..
den suddenly left.

that was just the start.
it kept asking jie to go in his room ..
we went ..
and guess what happened ?
we got kicked.
wow. what an arse you are..
jie got mad and mega-ed

we created a room ..
jie called vinc to scold but apparently..
his girlfriend came into his acc..

so yea..
but it never contacted jie le..
so we just played..
weird thing was that ..
vinc's gf came in with ran..
but when ran went away..
she stayed..
i dont neo niaa.
i know her lvl is high so i tried to trash her ;3

but then..
i was too distracted by Sotong ; DanDan and Jie..
oh ! AND -ZEN-sotong.
LOL
weird person. not very funny but weird.

so yea. i couldnt..
only for 1 game. xD
then playing a game halfway..
John pm-ed me..
say he want quit.
kaoz.
my mood totally went down.
got pissed..

guild prob.
kaoz..

it all seems so minor when im typing everything down.
maybe it was..
and im just blowing things up again.
who knows..

and mom started her nagging again..
and since im the only one awake..
guess who's her victim ?
= . =

im seriously going to burst my gasket
if things are continuosly going this way..
damn it..

cheston kor ..
help ! ><



- SHAA