i have the right to hate whoever i want.
free world,
& you do too (:
anyway ..
it's easier to hate someone i dont know ^^

i dont have to feel guilty then.
lols .
about your 'flirting'..
im just referring to the superman.
the way you.. umm..
entertain him..
is much more drastic than whatever i did.
hahas.
you can choose to agree or disagree..
i dont care :)

you dont know me .
i dont know you .
you can ask whoever knows me..
i wear my heart on my sleeve aye ?
;D

you dont need to emphasise on the girls part.
i neo you aint les. = . =

lols.
limitless for having guy friends ?
so what ?
that is a natural thing, when you are attached.
whether in-game or in real life.
xiao mei mei .
you got alot more things to go through ^^

oh ..
and about the situation with you and shifu.
you think i dont know ?

you think i have never went through that?
hahas.
you are way in over your head, little girl..

to have the object of your desire ..
having his mind occupied with somebody else..
even when the situation is intimate .
to do everything that you know to try & make him happy.
but all you do is making him worried. emo. blahblahblah.
he thinks alot, you fake a smile and pretend everything is alright.
the feeling of being useless .. helpless ..

but.. mine was harsher aye ?
i wont disclose something so personal.
hohos.

you know the thing that bites the most ?
to give it your all in the relationship..
and hearing the one you love saying that ..
how would you feel if i told you that im thinking of her right now ?

he's there. physically. you can touch him.
but he isnt with you.
his heart and his mind belongs to another.
mehs .

hahas.
that phrase comes in.
so close yet so far ..
you wrote that on the memo didnt you ?

im not like you though .
i wasnt as lucky.
you have your friends to support you ..
anyone who isnt blind can see that ..

at that time..
my friends were pre-occupied with something else..
something that can cause them to break down..
if another bomb shell dropped on them..
so i had to give them my support, nt my problems.

cheers !

i talked rubbish didnt i ?
bleahs .

in a nutshell,
you dont know half the things i've gone through.
and the things i've done is a different matter ..


- SHAA