really fatigued for no reason.
dont know wad is going on anymore.


was quited hyped around 7-8.2o am..

cabbed with Mrs Liu to prevent getting another detention slip.

hahas.

woosa.



hahas.

talking about detention slips,

there was a question,

directed towards 5/1 during the course yesterday.



What Legacy Would You Like To Leave Behind Once You Graduate?



* Noisiest Person in Year 2008

- Joker of the Year

* The Guy Who Broke His Arm During O's

- CCKSS's One and Only Gay Boy

* I PWN-ed EVERYONE



and the winner goes to Louis Lim Rai Chin ; Sotong Kor for ..



MOST DETENTION SLIPS !



hehs.

was still hyper hyper til 8.3o..

that's when i suddenly started to be emoish..



started to think about..

what i have done and all that..

reflecting i guess..

i dont know when exactly i started turning bad..

but once i did ..

i cant turn back can i ?

changed til so jialat ..

now, i dont even know who i am anymore.

there is a huge line ..

with a real innocent person

and a bad girl trying to be good again..



innocence ..

hahs. i will never look that way.

not in this lifetime anyway.



urgh.

its just so hard..

im tired..

im just so so.. so tired..

tired of trying to live up to expectations..

tired of lying to myself ..

tired.. of even doing anything anymore..

even breathing is like a drag.



i really feel like giving up..

and no ;

im not asking for your sympathy..

so dont you dare think of pitying me.

i dont need it tyvm.



pfft. anyway.

wanted to start on an angry rant

but it is meaningless.

so why bother ..



Ting ;

thanks . & im sorry for not being myself today.

as compensation, i will pei you to SP alright ?

i will make you smile .. and if i cant,

Emo will be there to do it for me (:



hahas. went emo all through Bio and Phy. Ed ..

slacked at Phy.Ed and just laid down on the bench,

maxing volume of my phone ..

and listened ..



Awaken - Secondhand Serenade

Your Love Is Just A Lie - Simple Plan

Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift

You're Not Alone - Saosin (Blog Song)

When We Die - Bowling For Soup

CrushCrushCrush - Paramore

What Hurts The Most - Cascada



hahas. if any of these songs evoked any emotions on you,

most likely that would be the feelings that i felt .



and it's raining again.

i wish i can run out.

rain .. pretty lil thing ..

it's been awhile ..



this is where i end everything.

thank you & have a nice night ..





Regards ;

SHAA -


ILOVEYOUJEMBUTYOUDONT.THANKSFORTRYINGBUTYOUCANGIVEUPNOW